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Good Morning Crew,
just got back from taking the boat angel to the hosp for 2 or 3 more rounds of chemo. drove back to the boat crying. man oh man. Prayers and positive vibes please. It's not looking that great.
Now I have a few days to work on the boat so I will handle some more deck repairs etc etc.

Cricket gets a B, Christina sits for her mid term, wow you women are some smart ones. Oroud to know you!
Cricket I am going to look up your Green juice. I have been juicing for the angel and myself and I can feel the difference and the difference in my skin is remarkable. Love the juice. Have tow Omegas, one is the centrifigal and the other is the grinding type for wheatgrass, etc. The Centrifgal looks like R2D2 sitting on the counter. I never put it away and the other is in storage.... someday will have enough space again I guess...

Austin! hope you find a good man to hang out with! you are a wonderful person.

rossella! wow, you are getting ready for the big storm! I always loved being snowed in. It was fun, but then again I didn't have a mama to take care of in the middle of the whole thing. Hope it all works out so you don't have stress!!

Linda! love you sis and am sorry that Pa is declining. Like I have mentioned before, it is a strangely beautiful process because you know that they are headed to a better place and he will see your mom and he won't hurt anymore.
After my daddy died, my mom said that he came to her in a dream and he was like he was when they met. He was young and healthy again. It gave her such peace of mind.

Golf! glad you posted and there's no way you can lose your seat on this here boat! It was good to hear form you though! vent and live!

Jen! I love the red! Enjoy flying your red flag! love you gurl. come and get on this boat.

I wonder about annt too and so many of the crew. Ones who have lost the ones they were caring for and the ones who are so sad. Check in and let us know how you all are doing!
Speaking of which... Kellybean called me the other evening! She is better and has finally placed her mom in a NH. It was time and had been time for a LONG time. Kellybean is wiped out but has a good plan for her 'New Normal'.

Miz! whassup! post girl and let everybody know how you are doing!

We continue to have a great crew and I know that I am grateful to be able to wake up and check in to see what you incredible people are up to.
Cuz! I read all of your jokes to the boat angel. Not much makes him laugh these days but your jokes always do the trick. That and we always watch a funny movie from the redbox.
he especially like the joke about the man with only one arm.
'my balls itch...' oh yeah......

ok, off to drink this here coffee and get to work.
love you guys way more than you'll ever know.

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Man, I used to actually proofread these posts before I hit the submit button. Looks like I have to get back in that habit too!
hope everybody's day is not too hard...

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Bobbie great hearing from you-it has been almost 2 years can you believe it. I see they took away the stars-I miss them but the other threads did not have them except for one-one of our group. Kellybean-a voice from the past-she was n when I found this while still a caregiver about 4 years ago. The boat angel is lucky to have you to take care of him. You are on my mind every day-you are one special person.
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Selfish Sibs is alive. Planning the spend down to medicaid. Dad doesn't know he's been "signed in" to NH. I dread that day. Taking mom out for a lunch today for a treat.
Have a good weekend everyone.

GO PATS!!! (that should get some of you posting!!)
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Morning. I've been up for a while and trying to figure out the new format. Moving forward. Prayers for Boat Angel ongoing. There is a plan and a purpose for all, and that which is bigger than we are, we hold positive loving thoughts.
Speaking of, if it is 'not too windy today', someone's visiting my Mother, who has not looked or behaved well the past week. Lots of hugs and kisses, attention, and we do our best.
I appreciate everyone here and think of all as friends who have been gathered supernaturally as a Heavenly gift. There is safety and accumulated Blessings in numbers. The more the hairier, and all that jazz.
I am rewarding myself with a movie today, my neighbor going with. Kids coming by tonight to show us her ring and video of the proposal. It's beautiful today, hope you all make it a great day whatever you're doing: on a boat or with a goat, in a car or in a bar, with a dog or in the fog, with red hair or with a bear, if you're a Cricket, slow down so you don't get a ticket. Wha ha ha! Love you all, Christina xo
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Hey SSibs, I don't care who's playing, since it's not the Steelers or Saints. So I'll say, Go, Ribs and Chicken Wing Dings! That 's my gameplan for Sunday, and hoping our library is empty and quiet! WhooHoo!! Enjoy, everyone. I hope your Patriot's win. I think hubby is betting on them. xo
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Go Giants.
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hi there folks .
hubby just left me for his mother and his bro for the weekend . says he try hurry home sunday , i laugh told him dont hurry just take ur time . its a superbowl and it is in indy , i havent gone to downtown to see it and am not plannin to do that either . stay home where its safe .
i see enuff of it on tv anyways ,
bobbie - big hugs to you ! i know its heart broken when someone u care so much is very ill . he s so young too . bless his heart ,,,,
austin - keep on praying . thats how i found my hubby , well actualy he found me . on a street corner !! i was standing there along with couple friends , waiting for pool hall to open . here comes hubby on his cycle zroom zuroooom . askin me if i wanna ride , oh yeah baby , i hop on and we went for a ride and bam got married 3 mos later lalala . 32 yrs and still going strong . i didnt even know who he was , i ask my friend who is he ? he laugh said i have no clue . well it was soooooooo ot outside that day yep id take a ride to cool off oh wow that was a blessing . im glad he wasnt no killer or rapist , he was the man the lord sent him to me . thank u jesus .
was suppose to gone to walmart this morning , well never did go , i shall go after sis wakes up , just hate going to walmart , barf , maybe i ll go to kroger instead ,

you all have a good evening , i may come back later tnite , may go over and visit ted and meow at who evers on live , hubby be gone and i have nobody to bug at . guess i ll bug ted , if he s there ,
meow at ya all later , love you !! xoxoxox
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Hi everyone, I get all the art characters online and some of the pictures to, then I move things around or change them to get a picture, anyone can do it.

Linda how you met your Husband is hilarious, not to mention that you were standing on a street corner!! teehee! So sorry to hear you got bad news about Pa. Both of you are in my prayers and I'm here for you if you need to talk.

Christina, how was your day and the Movie? You are such a good daughter going over and doing your Mom's nails. Miss you Sisterheart.

I have been wondering where AnnT and Lilli both have been?

Dad's Nurse is here to bathe him and the dogs are going ape shit so I gotta go, bbl

Love to all of you,
Cricket
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To tired to notice the new format....Just cleaned his room after pulling up (peeling up) the carpet....ewwwwww But it's done, re settled furniture, cleaned the dust mess up Mom crabbin the whole time about him leaving thins places and keeping napkins and the wax wrappers of cough drops...Me I just wanna wash out my nose!
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Hey, all. Still reading, just don't feel like I know what to post. As hard as caregiving was, the loss of it continues to seem completely overwhelming at times. I'm back to work but can't seem to get my heart into that either. Wednesday Jim's mom passed, once again bringing loss to the surface. I think of you all often and pray for peace, for patience, for less stink, for your sanity. God bless all of you for what you do. For those of us still trying to find our normal, I realize that normal will never be what it used to be and I need to find a way to assimilate it all. Right now I still feel numb, like I'm just going through the motions. Bobbie - so glad to hear from you. Love to all ~ Kuli
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Linda tell Ted I said hello-I hope things are going well for him-he shold post once in a while.
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Hey Y'all,
I really don't have anything new to tell you about. I'm hanging on for dear life to what little sanity I have left. Mom has been a handful this afternoon. TWILIGHT ZONE!!!! Oh well, such is life. Just took 1/2 a xannie to chill out. I did manage to find a comfortable chair for moms room for the helpers to sit in when mom is in her recliner. I got it at the Habitat for Humanity ReStore fro $25. My real bargain for the day was at the nursery were I got out of bloom orchids for $3 a plant. Each plant looks a little battered but they all have spikes for blooms. A little TLC and they will be beautiful! I'm as crazy about my plants as I am about my pets. I'll bounce around my rubber room with a kitty cat and an orchid...lol
Linda, how is Pa? You and Pa have been on my mind all day. Annt, where are you? Lilli, did the oven explode? Kuli, it was good to hear from you. I know you are still grieving. Just remember we are here for you sweetheart. Change is the only constant in life and it is human nature to resist it.

Ok, so much for my philosophy for tonight. May angels watch over you all tonight and every night.

Love ya,
Diane
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Oh, I forgot to tell Cricket and Christina how proud of them both to go back to school. This is an ambition of mine too one day. Night night
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Thank you Diane. You stay sane, as Jen would advise. If you were really losing it you wouldn't be admitting it. Haha! Right? I have a couple of orchids and I am always amazed when they rebloom on the spike. I fertilize them constantly cause I am afraid they will not keep blooming. I do the same with a Christmas cactus-- I think over and over "it's never going to bloom". Then it does! WhooHoo! My plants defy my negativity!! A law has been broken! Isn't that great? Well, congrats, Diane on your multiple shopping finds.
I have not yet received my grade for the midterm, but I am looking forward to it.
I shall be honest about it, but I am only in competition with myself. Go, Cricket!
Everyone, have a wonderful Superbowl Sunday, or a regular Sunday. I'm going to try Ina Garten's rib marinade and try out her chocolate ganache cupcakes. My daughter may want them for her wedding cake! Love you darlings. Christina xo
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Hello all,
I know I have been missing for a while. I have just been too darned tired to turn on the computer most days. I woke up early this morning so I get a few minutes for myself. Mom's hip is not healing in the proper manner. Her foot sticks out to one side and it hinders her walking. Laughingly I call it walking. I have a belt around her middle so I can hold her up while she tries to walk with her walker. She only makes it about 30ft and then has to sit down. She came home from rehab with a bed sore on her heel so I'm having to use the big pressure booties as much as possible. Right now she is very needy emotionally. She wants me to bend over and let her hug me every five minutes even tho I tell her it hurts my back to bend over. Like a child she just wants attention. And constant reassurance that I still love her. I have to tell her over and over all day that 'yes Mom I do love you'.Now I have to do rehab myself during the the day. OT and PT. I have her playing with leggos, winding yarn onto one of my grandkids longer building blocks, scooping beads from one bowl to another and pinning clothes pins onto the side of a metal bowl and then taking them off and replacing them into the bowl. Trying to keep her hands occupied. I try to walk her three times a day to build up the strength in that hip.

David has been home with me and helping me with her and that's really been a blessing, but we need the money so I'm hoping he can pick up some work soon. His mental state is much better right now. Probably cause he doesn't have the mental stress of working for the public. He's been getting some projects done around the house. I'm grateful for what I get these days. I've finally bought a landline phone and will call tomorrow to get AT&T to switch it on. I will apply for the call center job when I get a phone number. Maybe I can do three hours a day. That would help a lot. I think they pay $10 an hour.

Thanks Diane for remembering me. Christina and Crickett what are you taking in school? I've toyed with the idea of going back to school when the caregiving is over. I just don't know at my age what I want to do. I was a fool for dropping out for that stupid exhusband! I would at least have the Associates Degree. I had two quarters left til graduation. I've been such a dumbass where men are concerned. I can surely pick em!!

Jen, it's great that you're getting that room cleaned out. If you could only tune out your mom. Are you going with wood flooring or more carpet? I love my laminate flooring in mom's room and its easy to keep clean.
Kuli, I can only imagine what you must be going thru. I know my time will come. Maybe sooner than later since mama is not eating again, but the loss you must be feeling is great I'm sure. Yes it's hard to focus on anything anymore, whether you are still in the trenches or recently out. The mental confusion and pain are probably the same. Hang in there girl, I'm sure there's a time when you will feel free of this overwhelming emotion.
Linda, I think of you and Pa and pray things are better. You've had a rough year! Love you girl. Hold on.

I love you all. Sorry I've been missing for so long. I'm finding it a little hard to cope right now. I try to read your posts, but I find I just get too tired and turn off the computer. I need to look at my fb page too. See what's going on there.

Harv, Annie et al, that have sent me forwards. Thank you. It lets me know you still are thinking of me.

That's all I got for now. Love you and praying for personal peace for us all.
Ann
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good morning to u all .
i never did go over to ted s site . i was hurting too bad and slept most ofthe weekends away . woke up this mornin i thought i have had enuff of this sleeping shit and begin in pain too much . took my drugs and hop in the tub and whoa i felt better . swept all carpets in house now my shoulder side is achin bad again . damn it ! done the dishes too .
pa is still sleeping . hate to wak ehim up and watch him suffer and try to spit the mucus out , hear em rattle and hear him coughin . i just left him alone to sleep and not be fussy . i did changed him it was all waa waa waaa . done changed him he went back to sleep . no bfast no meds . almost noon here . ill just wait till he wakes up then watch him suffer ,
yesterday he was awake all day . i cleaned out his closet and found his gitar and let him cked it out , took some pictures too . didnt last long he wanted me to put them away , i said oh no u dont wanna play , he said no u play for me so i ding ding dong on it and told him i dont know how to play , so i put em away and ended up givn him xannie cuz he sure was mirrisable ,
sad all around me , damn it .....
love you all and happy to hear from u guys as always ., xoxoxo
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Hi , I'm still here taking care of my Mom, today we're waiting for the superbowl, Go Pats! I had been in a black hole mood for a while, but have been visiting at the neighbor's house, and it really helped to talk to someone. jGood to see everyone still on here,,ssk
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Just stopping in to say hello......Hello everyone!
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Is this the place where you can write whatever's bugging you today? Love you guys, by the way. I'm working my way through thousands of comments. I'm going to have my first vacation in about--God, I don't know how long. Certainly not since my mother got acutely sick again almost 4 years ago. I'm not counting being alone briefly in the house trying to get done all the things I wanted to do while she was gone--or oral surgery either. So, everyone, listen to this: I'm going for two weeks, on my own, with my two lab mixes (totaling 140 pounds of dog...). I'm driving in my little Kia from Flagstaff to Redding, CA the first day. 900 miles. I'm going to pick up a tiny teardrop trailer in Eugene, OR second day. Proceeding from there to Bend (with chains??? hope it works out). Camping in Bend two days. Then camping in my little teardrop and two big puppies RIGHT on the beach in Sonoma County, CA. Then--maybe Grand Canyon for the balance. I hope it's not TOO exciting. Just wanted to let you know so you can think of me towards the end of February. I would invite you to come, but every friggin' square inch of my Kia (Kias looks funny with tow bars...) is already stuffed with camping gear. Do you know what it's like to tote food for 140 pounds of dog? Just letting you all know.
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Forgot to mention what's bugging me. My delicate sister, coming to relieve me for 2 weeks, thinks she cannot stand to be awakened in the night to help my mom. So we're considering a bedside commode (that would also be good for me if it's possible). My sister informed me she just can't "handle it" otherwise. Poor baby.
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Welcome, Hannalee! How nice you are getting away! Don't pick up any hitchhikers, OK? Unless they look like they could be a decent caregiver. We know about delicate sisters, helpless sisters, rude brothers, etc. Your sister will survive. Don't answer your cell phone. Make her text you only in dire emergency.
Hey SSK! Happy Superbowl! Whoo Hoo! I really hope your team wins. Miss you and keep talking to your neughbor and drinking wine. Of course we are here! The Crew is loyal and faithful to our Captain and each other:). We are all in this BOAT together.
Mother is arguing with someone today. Doesn't like anything except the See's candy. My sister showed up yesterday, as the wind subsided. I've hot ribs cooking slowly in the oven, going to put in the wings and glaze the cupcakes.
TTY'All tomorrow. Love each and every one of you. Christina xo
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Hannalee, enjoy every minute of your vacation. Don't call home or answer the cell!!! Be safe and have fun with your four legged children
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Mom is in the twilight zone tonight. Doesn't know me or that she is in her own house. Oh well, at least we had a pleasant afternoon sitting outside. She watched me and James weed the flower beds and she just enjoyed the beautiful weather.

Annt, try take care of yourself throught this all!

I hope you all are enjoying the Superbowl. Last look the Giants were ahead. Have a good night all!

Love ya,
Diane
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Hi girls I can't write now. I have to finish a work before. We have the snow here and I can't move from home!
I can't read your posts today, I hope you are alright.
Christina, I shall tell you a story, for which you will call me "la Regina della neve", too!
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We brought home a new horse today. Rachel Waller, the daughter of Robert Waller (wrote Bridges of Madison County), lives around the corner from us. She has been rescuing unwanted horses for years. But, last fall the Sherriff's dept found over 20 starving horses in a pen headed for a slaughter house in Mexico. Anyway, Rachel ended up with them. Now she is trying to adopt them out. Don't know if we will keep this guy, just agreed to foster him. A real sweet heart though. My sister has named him Omar. He is in a paddock by himself for now, I'm afraid he has ring worm. Yuck. Gonna try putting some fungicide on him tomorrow. I'm itching just thinking about it.
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Good Morning,

Diane thanks for the encouraging words about school. Like Christina I to am in competition with myself. I am only taking one class (American History) and it's online except I have to go over to the College for the exams. I have to spend a lot of time studying because I literally did not retain any of it from school when I was a kid. It's challenging but it feels so good to do this for myself. Diane you sound in good spirits the last month, not that things aren't hard but you sound like you are coping so much better and that is really good. :)
Hannalee! welcome to this thread.... your camping trip sounds awesome! You will find it to be wonderful to get outdoors and breathe the fresh air, not to mention the peace and quiet... you go girly!!
Linda, how is Pa today? How are you holding up? I'm thinking about you and keeping you in my prayers. I wish I lived closer to you, I would be there for moral support but know that I and all of us here are sending you love and prayers daily.
Meanwhile2, Bless your heart for helping "Omar", don't they have pills to d-worm horses these days? Maybe you can get a discount since he is a rescue horse? SPCA offers help in that area with Dogs and Cats but I'm not sure if they do with Horses.
Kimbo! What's the story? Are you fighting with your Dad about the move or is he co-operating? I'm dying to know!! You might have to get out the tree pruning shears and cut those roots underneath him, LOL
Christina, you are a whirlwind in the kitchen! Has Morgan and Jeremy set a Wedding date yet? I can see you making the Wedding Cake and more! Yikes!!
Bee, I hope you are coping, and that goes for everyone else too.
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Hi Y'all! That's all, just wanted to say hello. Hope you all have as good a day as possible in our circumstances.

Love you all,
Ann
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