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Book, I don't think that it is your kindle, my guess is that it is with AC sending fewer emails regarding new posts to existing questions and discussions.
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I have noticed that AC does not put all the posts on the email-when I ask about this they tell me it is my computer -I just go to the news feed to keep up with the discussions -beautiful spring day here-we are having a great spring overall-some years by this time it gets hot not this year.
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Winter storm warning here. Snow expected to start anytime now with 8-12 inches by morning. Happy Mother's Day!

I remember when we were kids Mother's Day we would go to church, stop at the nursery to buy plants for the gardens. Not a chance on a day like this!
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I think it's my kindle. Even when I'm reading a book. then I missed something or remembered something, so I scroll back several pages looking for it. I find when I try to scroll back to the last page I read, it skips pages. Like the last page I read was 38. Then when I scroll more, the next page is now 41. I scroll backwards, it's 38. Yet, I just finished page 39. My kindle seems to have problems when it comes to scrolling on the pages.

Also, remember, Glad to listen to the weather channel. There was a tornado near Denver. A tornado! Stay safe and make sure you have all your emergency supplies handy - in case the power goes out.
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After Mama Trauma yesterday, I don't know how today is going to go. Hard to remember my Old Mom is not the old Mom I knew and loved. This one is more insane every day. But how does one converse with a bonafide crazy horse? Every day is a challenge. Two days I dread the most: mother's day and her birthday. It's so sad that it has come to this.
tips: anyone use website: doozycards for greeting cards? I love it!
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Judda, yes, you can still converse with your mom. You just have to get a thicker skin - somehow. It will be like sleeping with a rattler. Any sudden movement, and it will strike. The same with your mom. You can be having a normal conversation, or laughing, then she suddenly turns against you. Suddenly. Like - no warning at all. I remember when father first started doing this. Hurts bad because you lower your protection because you're having such a wonderful conversation or laughing together,.. Then wham! The vile hurtful words of missile hits you in your vulnerable chest to the heart. It'll take a lot of trial and error before you finally guard yourself all the time.

Never heard of doozycards
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Glad snow?? OMG! It's a gorgeous spring day here in SW Ontario but a bit chilly in the wind. We still have a chance of frost until the end of May.
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Happy Mothers Day to all of you, hoping you at least get a few minutes to yourself, to breathe something besides what we breathe everyday, to set for a few minutes, uninterrupted, to drink a cup of coffee and daydream......

I appreciate every one of you... for all you do and all you miss out on..... sending lots of chocolate to all of you today....and lots and lots of hugs..
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bookluvr: yes, you got it exactly. I try to find those moments humorous: after I get over the stunned shock. Why do I think she'll be different? It's never different. I still remember confiding in her in the kitchen at age 13, and she suddenly spun around and slapped my face for dropping an egg on the floor while helping her cook. It's an old wound that never healed for that open heart.
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Glad where do you live? Remind me not to move ther!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Happy mothers day everyone. Is it mothers day in Canada or do you keep mothering Sunday during Lent as in the UK. not in any way commercialized there well not in the late 70s when we left. it is probably different now. We used to pick bunches of wild flowers usually primroses and blue bells and take them home to Mum. Oh the good old days ( when there were no vacines and we got TB from the cows milk)
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The first part of my post from yesterday disappeared. I was working on the password and I guess something happened to it. Any way my husband has 2 brain injuries and my mother is wheelchair bound and 93. I feel tired all the time. We have been working with the doctors for the lost short term memory. He also ha cognitive issues. Waiting on test results. This site is a blessing to me. Keep on posting. Happy Mothers Day all!
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Hi there- Happy Mother's Day to everyone. I was not sure how I would feel today. This will be the first of many mother's days I will miss her. I told my brother how I was feeling yesterday and SIL chimed in with I miss my momma too. I don't care. She was never close to her mother and she died 10 years ago. I was with mine through the end. I know that is selfish and I don't care. I woke up this morning thinking that I needed to call my mom. Weird Huh!!!! It was like I was back in my old apartment and mom was a few miles away. I would call her put I don't think my cell goes that far. I went to the cemetery where my Dad is because cannot afford to put mom with him yet. The Easter lilies in the backyard bloomed today and I took a couple to them. I just had to post to you all. I cant see anymore because I cant stop crying Please take care of yourselves.
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God Bless you Lavender and give you strength. Your Mom was very special.
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Wish I could say I was enjoying this Mother's Day... but, as I posted before my mother caters to my brothers (especially the oldest) and thinks I'm just her gopher... She's never satisfied with anything I do and the worst part is me being depressed over the mother I wish I had... My heart is so broken as I sit her in the house/home I worked all my life for and invited her here after my stepfather died 10 years ago... I think I may be heading for a nervous breakdown... (but because of this have just started to see a counselor)... such is Mother's Day and all the holidays for me now...
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(((( Lav))))), my heart is heavy for you today.... and you too H2H, for different reasons...... My mom passed away on May 16th, 30 years ago... and the older I get, the more I miss her..... I got her a red cotton house coat that year... for Mothers day, she wore it to her last trip too the hospital..... deep sigh.... so I understand how you feel Lav..... sending you hugs...

H2H, my dad has his favorites also... so I understand how you feel too...another one that nothing made him happy... thank God I got some help to understand all that, and was able to let go long before he died....so praying somewhere you find a life line to hang onto..... no one is worth giving up our life for.... prayers sent your way.......hang in there and let us know of your progress, because you will make progress because you have asked for help.... we are here for you and Lav and everyone else..... be glad when this day is over personally....

hugs, love, angels and chocolate to all of you...
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Hahahahah Veronica91 I am sorry but you made me laugh about the good old days! Thanks needed it!
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Overwhelm. it was actually meant to be funny!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Still snowing in Denver, supposed to have 6 inches by morning.
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Happy Mother's Day!! I do call my mother every once a month who live in Japan.... So today I did call and wish her special day...She is 86 and we had nice chat!! I last saw her in 1995, it has been so long...hope trying to make back this year. Miss her and getting home sick....
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I did not think of my Mom yesterday any more than I usually do she was so angry the last years and felt she needed to let everyone know this-it is sad because her mind was still sharp and there are so many things she could have done for others-but that is my thinking not her ways-I feel we need to help others-where I got that from I do not know-it was not instilled in me growing up-I feel like I raised myself.
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"…GETTING homesick…" STP? After nearly twenty years, I think you're entitled, don't you?
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Austin if you raised yourself you did a very good job. My Mum passed in 1977 and I rarely think of her or miss her. We were never close although i was not abused. i just did not want her in my life. Maybe that was a problem with me not her. But I would try and hide any hurt from her. i became close to other women and enjoyed time in their company. This did include my stepmother. My mother constantly tried to insert herself in my life and snooped around to find things out, like reading letters. "Well dear you left it on the counter so I thought you wanted me to read it" Well I wont go on but that is how I feel. is it me or do others feel this way. Mum was never demented and i was not nor could have been her caregiver.
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My Mom was not mother material-she said you have kids to do the work and really believed it -my sister and I are now close-my brothers not the younger one knows our older brother is not doing well-I told him over a month ago and he has not called him to see how he is doing even though he is worse-the same with Mom I would call him and say mom is very frail and he did not call or go to see her until she was dying-then he was the dutiful son it made me sick.-oh well he knows.
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Hey glad
Lavender, i will feel the same way when my mom goes. Hugs to you.
My mom lives in thornton and i took her to church yesterday even though it was snowing and to church.
Question is it normal for them to argue to get their own way. She argued with me
Today about what she wanted to do andit was all about her. I finally toldher I hadd to go.
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I'm watching a new show called OMG. (I think.) I have not laughed so hard for so long in a long time. I hope someone here watched it.

The family of an elderly called 911 for a wellness check. Their father was not answering the phone. The fire dept sent 4 men to check it out. They saw thru the window his legs on the ground. They break into the house. He was slightly bluish and the house smelled terrible. 1 + 1 = 2. One man even checked his wrist and couldn't feel a pulse. So, they called dispatch and requested the coroner. Just as he was done. The old man suddenly sat up. All 4 men screamed and flew backwards. One knocked down the table and vase. The captain flew backwards to the wall and got knocked out. The man was angry that they were in his house. He's mad that he wakes up to hear screaming. Like little girls. It was hilarious.

The other one was a couple who were stuck inside deep. The female's body clamped down hard on him, and then got stuck - clamped. She suggested that he hit her with the frying pan. If she is unconscious, her body would relax and release him. Whack! on the head. She's unconscious and he's still stuck. So he calls 911. She came to, saw the EMTs and started hitting him for calling 911. The EMT said that when the female body clamps like that, there's nothing that the participants can do. Just call 911 and let the doctors undo it.
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Oh, I forgot to mention. I was about to go to bed last night at 1130pm. I saw dad with 5 pills on his napkin. He was about to take it. I already know him. He has taken it already for this day. He had taken a nap when I was showering. And when he woke up, he thought it was afternoon. I got so pissed off at sis for giving him the vit.B12 bottle. I confiscated all the pills and the bottle. He was soooo angry with me. This morning, I told sis what happened. She KNOWS how he is. She has even told me that he sometimes get the day (breakfast, lunch, dinner, morning, afternoon, night) all mixed up. I just don't understand why she keeps thinking he's of sound mind - to give him the Whole bottle. She's being like me - let it one ear and out the other. The way I am with father, she is with me. This morning, he wanted all 5 pills. I said no. 2 for breakfast, 2 for lunch and 1 for dinner. That we need to space it out. He got mad. I walked away. He can take it or leave it.
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Book you are right to just leave his space when he rants maybe when he see's he can not get upset he will stop-you sister really is part of the problem why can she not see how hard she makes it for you-can you get away for a few days it sounds like you need that.
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Austin, I'm learning. As I read over and over how you all tell each other to walk away, it's finally registering in my head. I'm tired. But it's not just caregiving. Work is so very hectic now. And working for 2 perfectionist does not help at all. I'm also finding that my brain is so sluggish. What I used to do before, it now takes me so much longer to do or to decide.
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Take the bottle and put it somewhere so he cant find it. Mark on your calendar that he has taken it and show him that he has and also that will show what day it is.Book thats what I do with mu mother when she starts to argue with me.actually Book thats what IO did to my mother one and from theen on she answers the phone.
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To go on when they came to her house, she was embarrassed and still had her night clothes on . They cam e in the morning. She said she was sleeping, I said I dont care you are to answer the phone and if you dont I will do it again.
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