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Thanks Llama, Golden, Alva, Nacy, Psue. Your support means a lot.
Hubby moved from ER. Not much is going to be done because it is almost Xmas. No doctors! No comment.
Meanwhile they keep giving him hydromorphone. Even with that he is in pain.
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Eva, thinking of you.
This pain was the issue last time, too I recall.
How was it then resolved. Did it somehow all just go away and now suddenly all just come back?
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Alva,
The pain last time as far as they could tell was due to unspecified infection. No conclusion was reached. Nothing was resolved, he was always in pain somewhat after last hospitalization but has high tolerance for pain. Until it intensified about a week ago especially at night, could not stay in bed because as if something was protruding and it was more painful.
This time pain is not just in the back but arms, legs, neck, basically everywhere. Even with strong drugs.
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Dear Eva - He is going through a really tough time with pain all over. I hope and pray the drugs take effect and he has some relief and sleep tonight, and you get some rest as well. I am so sorry you both are going through this.
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Golden,
Thanks. Hubby doing better, drugs seem to be working. Just hoping they will find a real reason for his pain. Have to wait after Christmas.
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((((Eva)))) Thank God! One day at a time. Relief from pain is a big thing. See if you can relax a bit too.
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Eva sorry to hear about your DH pain. Pain doesn’t take a holiday even for Christmas so happy he found some relief.
I hope he gets answers as soon as possible and you relief from stress and worry if even possible.

Golden, I hope your Honey is feeling more pain free as well.

DH aunt doesn’t mention pain ever. Thirst she will acknowledge. Recently her respiration increased to 32 and through process of elimination it was deemed pain from some mysterious swelling on her knee and hip and now her wrist. She was given a tiny bit of morphine twice and the respiration returned to the normal range. Plus we discovered her thyroid TSH is very high at 7.24. Other than pneumonia two years ago, this is the first time she has been ill in the three years she has been in facility care. She is 98 so I suppose it is allowed. But all a mystery.
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Worst Christmas ever! My 84 yo mom has bronchitis, my son is in the navy (thankfully he was home the week prior to Christmas but we didn’t see him as much as I had expected during his visit) and my brother who used to live right around the corner from my parents moved to iowa so he could afford to help his son with college. So this Christmas was just me and my husband (who, btw, has been driving me absolutely bananas ever since this new phase with my dad started a little over a month ago. He is really just being himself::: a loud talker who works a number of hours from home when not on the road and is always in comedian mode—maybe more-so when he doesn’t know how to deal with my emotions. His humor is what I fell in love with 6 years ago but… it has its place and for some reason I am just annoyed by it lately!). We visited my dad in the nursing home on Christmas Day. no one could wake him all day (we arrived at noon), which meant he hadn’t eaten. Apparently he was awake most of Christmas Eve and they told us he even said Merry Christmas that day even tho he is mostly unable to speak anymore. After a couple hours of “visiting” and trying to wake him, we decided to give up. I gave him a huge long hug (likely the biggest hug I have given him in my adult life) and that’s what woke him! He didn’t want to eat more than tthe dessert that came with the lunch (the lunch itself made him grimace:: puréed green beans, chicken and dressing 🤢) . When I was in the bathroom, i had my husband tell him that I will be OK whenever he chooses to go. He dozed off after about 30 min of awake time (he was mostly in a daze) and that was that. In total, We were there for almost 3 hours. I was sad and drained the rest of the day and had a difficult time falling asleep due to the experience. My dad is 90 (91 in March if he makes it) and after his last stroke a month+ ago that forced my mom to finally put him in a nursing home, he is unable do anything himself. So difficult to witness this deterioration esp around the holidays . First Christmas ever in my life without a family gathering. But grateful my dad woke up and he got to see that we were there on this special holiday. I hope he remembers . Also glad my son & I had a decent visit with him the week prior 💕 Likely the last Christmas we will have with him. 💔
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From my brief pop ins here ……Seems to be a lot of new posts about very stubborn elders with dementia digging their heels in at home .

Take care of yourselves. Sometimes you just have to back off and wait for an event to force a change .
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Anxietynacy,

Stubborn . No point in driving myself crazy over her . We have no power . The longer this goes on , the less I worry about it or care .
The woman has a lot of unbelievable good luck despite so many falls . She said her friend is driving her to PT which she recently started for her slightly fractured shoulder from a fall about 6 weeks ago . She has been in a sling . The friend who drives her can barely walk too . 🙄🙄🙄
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nacy - hope hub is managing to quit.

LynnB - sorry for your troubles. I'm glad your dad woke up even briefly. These losses are especially hard during special days like holidays. Be sure to take care of yourself. Sounds like you need some "me" time.

Way - Glad you are detaching from mil craziness. One day, likely, it will be serious. In the condo we see senior seniors driving huge SUVs. Many of them look very frail. SUVs seem to be the vehicle of choice. Some aren't very mobile when they get out. Makes me wonder. But I do know in Alberta over 80 we all have to be tested and pronounced fit to get our drivers licences renewed. Maybe there's hope for me to drive another few years. Not sure I want to. R is very good at chauffeuring. Hope your dd is doing ok.

Psue - thinking of you. I know these are very difficult days for you and your family and you need some time to make adjustments. Thinking of you. (((((((hugs)))))
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Thanks Nacy; Golden. Looks like move in day is Monday. In an ideal world his rooms would be completely set up exactly like home and everything would be perfect but that is not going to happen. I’ve done the best I can, I really have. But so much of his stuff can’t go until he does. This all feels so awkward - I feel like a klutz. If there is an elegant way to do this it has totally escaped me.
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(((((Psue)))) The big day is nearly here. Please give yourself a break. Nobody can do perfect. I am sure it is just fine. I remember R and I setting mother's room up before one of her many moves. She was such a critical person that I doubted it would please her, but when she came in she was fine with it. I tried to capture the "look/feel" of her previous place, as it was too small for much of her stuff. I expect your hub will appreciate your efforts. You can't replicate home. One's best is all anyone can do. It is awkward. A transition like this is stressful. You may feel there are many loose ends hanging around still, but they will work out in time. Give yourself a pat on the back for a job well done, and plan a little something special for you to help you get through this.
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Peasuep: Hugs to you during this hard time.💛
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Thank you for thinking of me, Llama. I’ll take all the hugs I can get.
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Thank you all for keeping me in your thoughts. Nacy, as always, you have the sweetest of sweet hearts. When do you ship out? Golden, you give me courage and hope. Eva, are you ok?
Move in day is delayed at least one day because most helpful sister has a bad cold like so many of you. She has offered to help ease the first goodbye. Also, the facility can’t get the cable hooked up by tomorrow and there is no way I’m leaving DH anywhere without his favorite distraction!
There are so many cooties floating around and none of you need to be sick on top of all the other things you’re dealing with. I know - too late! But at least be gentle with yourselves and rest. Lord knows, you all deserve it.
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Peasuep: You're welcome.💙
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still taking a break from the forum, butttt i want to say:

happy new year 2025!!!!
🙂🙂🙂🍀🍀🍀
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Happy New Year BOJ!
May it bring you reciprocated affections.
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Happy New Year, Bundle. So good to hear from you.
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Another hug ((((((((psue)))))). Sorry about your sister. 'Tis the season...The time is approaching fast now. Hope she is better. I agree hub needs the tv cable installed and working. I'm glad he can look out on a busy street and count cars of he wants to. Glad also you will have good support from family for the first while
. And i am sure that will co ntinue in some form. This is a heart wrenching time for you. Prayers for all to go smoothly.

nacy - so good to hear that your hub is doing much better and you both are on track for your cruise. Whoopee!!!! Hoping it's going to be great. Sorry about your newly sober friend. She needs support but you need peace. it's a hard call sometimes. I know I have to more carefully evaluate what I can get involved in. Seasonal cognitive decline is a new one to me. Can't say I have noticed it in anyone, but it makes sense.

BOJ - Happy New Year to you too. Hope all is decent on your caregiving front.

Sunshine here today which is very nice. It's been cold, and windy, and grey for a few days.
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BOJ: Appreciate you checking in! Happy New Year.
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Today is the day. I must remain calm and upbeat. I must be courageous. I must not let other’s expectations or words upset me. I must trust the staff. I must trust my decision. I must remember what I’ve learned here. I must not vomit in public.
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((((((((Psue)))))) Prayers for you and all that you have asked for. May everyone fall in line and do their best. May peace descend upon you like spring rain on the meadows, gentle and refreshing. May God give you grace. 💛💛💛
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Winds and fires in my area.
We are safe so far in So. California.
There are no evacuation orders in my zone.

Thank you to those who have expressed concern.
As a preventative safety measure, we are packing emergency supplies and water in our car.

Stay safe everyone! I have noticed major fires in other states, in other countries.
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We are having another snow day 😩❄️, I wish I could send it all your way Send.
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I took a pic for Alva last Feb 21st (her surgery day, my bday) and forgot all about the pic until I came across it just now. I added it to my profile temporarily -- A "cheers" pic for Alva and what she's overcome, and also to all the AC friends around here.
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Was just wondering, if I did have access to some SNOW, would lying down in the snow for 20 minutes help the pain of fibromyalgia and neuropathy? Has anyone tried it?

Lack of sleep can mess with our brains. It can cause sleep deprivation psychosis,
and physical pain, which can be cured by getting some worry-free sleep.

Last night, as the News reports piled on reports of devastation from fires, and worried neighbors added speculation about the fire coming closer. I took a drive. About 9 p.m. no one was out. Drove 7 miles towards the fires, taking the freeway, and looking at the valley from high up. Nothing, no fires, no smoke visible and no smell of smoke. Stopped short of the I-5 where last report of fire had spread. It would have been over that hill. The wind had calmed temporarily for the night. Turned around and came home.

This taking charge of what's going around in my head helped me sleep straight through until 9:00 a.m. A first in years, even before the fires.

We are safe.
Limiting online and News reports.
Viewing the tragic loss and devastation of homes only once can bring a person to deep grief and tears.
Turn it off, say some prayers.
Get on with a beautiful sunny day without guilt, knowing that one cannot help
others at all right now, so taking care of business at home is it.
That is all I can do right now. Me and my dH worked hard on paperwork all day.
He was able to help, and so was I.

We both are off-duty now, fixing dinner, and I will need everyone's prayers for this.
If dH turns the fire down on the boiling water for Pasta, he might be risking his own life, or maybe we won't eat at all.

Peace out.
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Checking in.
DH is SO much worse, especially during sundowning hours. I don’t think there is enough staff to help him in AL at nighttime. I don’t know what to do.
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Send, I don’t know what to say - so much tragedy. I’m glad you are safe.
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