I have been caring for my father for the past year since he had a stroke, on set dementia and now incontinence. He is also an alcoholic.
I work 12 hour days and spend the weekends when I want to be relaxing and doing nice things shopping for him, sorting his medications, domestic tasks and making his bed.
He has always been controlling and even admits he likes to see me do things for him. He is able to make his way to the pub twice a day but states he struggles to walk and when I am not there eating out o date food - all for attention and guilt
I find my energy is sucked out of me as soon as I step in to his house - the conversation just revolves around how often he is up through the night needing to pass urine.
I spent mother’s day changing wet soiled bedding - when I mentioned it was mother’s day he replied "so what"
He has caregivers in the mornings but cancelled them at the weekend as he feels it is my duty to care for him at the weekends.
I am tired and it is affecting my mental health
I used all of my annual leave last year taking him to appointments - and when that ran out I had to use unpaid leave which has impacted me financially.
I just do not see an end to it all
He has now asked that I sell my home I share with my 18-year-old daughter and for us to move in with him to care for him full-time.
I have a life and like you just because I am single does does not mean I have a void or desire to be a full time career. It is insulting and cruel."
Yes it is insulting and cruel. Your sister sounds just like one of my cousins. While I am five hours away, she is literally about 45 minutes from my aunt and kept dropping, "I'm trying to balance family and work." Constantly asking if I can come down and stay for weeks at a time. When I would come by and help, she criticized and questioned everything! The nerve of these family members! This is why I really prefer to stay away from family, as awful as it sounds. I know what you mean. (Hugs).
You have to tell your father that now you're having to work weekends too - create your boundaries. Whatever little fib you want to create so you can have peace of mind and replenish. This way, if you decide to see your father, it's only when you want to - and not need to. He'll have to hire caregivers for weekends as well. You can let him know that your job role has changed and, as a result, during busy times of the year, you'll be working overtime - or taking on more work responsibilities, tasks, etc.
Also, it's much easier and time efficient to do any type of shopping for your father online - whether it be groceries, or anything else - they can be delivered right to his door.
Take care of yourself and your own well being. Your father is fortunate for whatever time you give him...but that shouldn't be a given or expected of you - and it's NOT your job!
Wishing you all the very best and continued strength and peace ~
My advice is keep your independence. I have a 94 year old mom in assisted living and a disabled husband who’s completely dependent on me here at home.
Both options stink. But once again, my opinion is keep your own home.
I fill up his medication box on a Saturday and drop off some food - I go when it suits me - if he is in the bathroom getting ready or at the pub I just leave a note saying what I have done and don't offer to come back again as it has become ridiculous and I can not settle to get my jobs done going back and forth like a yo yo.
Sister and myself have POA she is still refusing to have carers at the weekend due to costs - dad also refuses and just sends them away
Of course all alcoholics deny they have an addiction.
His father was an alcoholic in and out of rehab and ironically like dad lived a long life and did not pass away with alcoholic related illness.
He is a weak man - always using alcohol as a crutch. He could not face being at my mothers side when she was passing away - I held her hand when she took her last breath whilst he sat at home drinking whisky. Never recognised I had lost a mother only his grief of losing a wife.
That is true you never know what you will walk into with an alcoholic. I know I was married to one for 11 years. It was the reason why we got divorced. To my first husband's credit , he was not abusive and he never missed work. He was reckless though because he thought he was invincible when he was drunk. He'd be passed out in the yard. Or fall down drunk in a parking lot. He was always sorry and tried his best at recovery but couldn't do it. He died a hard death in his 30's from liver disease and was sick for a long time.
@Bluebells50
Your father is not going to stop drinking and go into recovery at his age. That's not going to happen. I don't know if you know what Al-Anon is. Al-Anon is basically the child of AA (Alcoholics Anonymous) and it's a support group/system for families, friends, spouses, and anyone who has an alcoholic in their life. They have chapters all over the world and online meetings too. If I were you I'd check this out. Al-Anon helped me so much. It can help you and your sibling too.
Way, you never know what you will walk on.. A friend said her Brother was a long time alcoholic. He had a short illness, discharged himself home against medical advice then not seen for a while by neighbours. One called the Police for a welfare check. My friend arrived to open the door. Brother found deceased. She said she expected this one day.
As to family cancelling weekend care. Been there. Wore that T-Shirt. Family were cancelling weekend care due to fears about money & weekend rates. Then call me "Oh Dear. No Carer has come'. It may have started innocently... A cancel here & there & the agengy asking do you really need a replacement? Can family come instead? But then it became a habbit.
I started working weekends & made that known. Or busy with *something*.
Then I made it VERY clear.
You cancel the care. You have NO care. I will NOT come.
Did it work? Yes. Eventually. Behaviour changed & care accepted.
It was a lesson in tough love first.
Many weekends my LO spent, undressed & unwashed.