I just have so much resentment toward him. I care for him everyday, but I get in and get out. I can barely look at him, as his behavior has affected me so deeply. He has traumatized me over and over and over. It’s depressing to me that I was right: my father is a very sick man. Growing up with a sick father has taken a tremendous toll. Any help on an Elder with mixed dementia vascular/Alzheimer’s with personality disorder would be greatly appreciated.
You have gone over and above for this man. You really owed him nothing. Children of abusive parents should never care for them.