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Time for husband to move into a facility. If this can't happen then divorce him and move out. Sorry you are suffering because of your husband's abuse. The Alzheimer's only made it worse.
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ventingisback Aug 2023
“ If this can't happen then divorce him and move out.”

She has driven away and left him.
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Hi. Been there done that. You’re scared. You’re running away. However it won’t work. You know you have to go back. I dont know where you live but you need to start with a good GP for help with your anxiety and depression. The GP should also be able to give advice on seeking more help with ur husband Tell your children help is needed. Be firm. Get help in finding all the support you and your husband are entitled to. Actively start telling yourself to sweep away the feelings of anger resentment I know this sounds corny but I recently started a daily spiritual meditation ap called Encounter. Also a great app called Bible one of the first thing I heard was “ Give your troubles to God”. I was sceptical but as soon as I think this I feel better. They have many plans to help your mental state. My husband has been in permanent care for nearly 4 yrs now with FTD and I was soooo pissed off with him because he was always demanding and passive aggressive but in hindsight I see that all the signs were there from the start I recently downloaded some books which I listen to in the car and at night. Mindfulness for Worriers and Cognitive thinking and The Power of Positive thinking. All these things together have helped me be more gentle in my interaction with my husband. I hope you can start getting him into respite care the full time care soon.
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sp196902 Aug 2023
"“ Give your troubles to God”." If only god would get up off his a*s and stop abusers from hurting people.
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Pamela, take a deep breath.

You have been married to a controlling and abusive man for a long time.

Yes, you need to leave, but this is NOT your kids' problem.

Have you spoken to a lawyer? (I think some of us may have advised that in the past).

Call the local (to him) police and ask for a wellness check. Tell them that you have a family emergency or health emergency of your own to attend to (you do).

If police find DH needs attention they will take him to ER for a "social admit".

Find yourself a quiet hotel room and take stock of your next steps.
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cwillie Aug 2023
Thank you Barb, I was hoping somebody here would be able to offer this kind of timely and practical advice.
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I'm sorry you've hit the wall, I've been there done that. Are your family close enough to be able to step in over the weekend? Do you have a case worker you can call?
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But this is the. "for worse" part of the wedding vows.
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sp196902 Aug 2023
Abuse is not the for worse part in any relationship.
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Don’t dump this on your children. You don’t want the problem, so what makes you think it’s OK to dump a problem you don’t want, on your children?

If he needs urgent help, please call APS; don’t just drive away and abandon him.
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cwillie Aug 2023
The OP is in crisis RIGHT NOW, calling a bureaucratic agency on a weekend isn't going to do squat!
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I’m so sorry your burnout has come to this. Instead of telling your adult children they must come provide care, let them know you cannot carry on as it’s been and you need their help for a new plan for care, either professional help in home or their dad moving to where professional help is available. This is crisis time for you both and care for you both is essential. Find a quiet hotel and spend a few days decompressing and healing. I wish you peace
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Hi Pamela. I am so sorry you are feeling frazzled and desperate for a break. And definitely no judgment...it seems you have reached a burnout point. I am sure you will receive helpful input from others here on the forum. Hang in there, take a deep breath, and be safe on the highway as you sort things out. Maybe take a stop and get a really good meal for yourself? That bit of self-care may help you breathe a bit and think about the next steps. Sounds like you are in need of rest and a team of people to help you care for your husband. Or it's time to consider a facility. Prayers lifted for you.
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Burnout is pretty much inevitable. Hiring respite care in-home helps but has minimal carryover when you come home. After four years, I am convinced most of us aren't wire for the verbal abuse that seems inevitable. One-on-one, particularly spousal caregivers are doing the right thing but maybe for the wrong reasons. My wife does best in a communal setting like our Bible study and worship on Sunday. I just enrolled her in a daycare arrangement and, if she doesn't balk over my leaving her there i the mornings, I think she will quickly come to enjoy the group activities. We took a couple of short visits there and she lit up each time as she went from person t person expressing her love for them as if she had known them all her life. She even does that to strangers in the grocery store. To repeat, most spouses are doomed to burnout and even disrespect which exacerbates the problems. Find a communal setting if your husband is not physically unable to attend.
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